I found a consultation lawyer.Not even going to tell anyone what happened last night.I see him tomorrow.I am pretty much in my camper,unless the house is empty.It's looking alot like a womans shelter for the guidance part,unless I think of something else.I have my truck and camper,so I won't need to live inside there which is good because people make me nervous.They said they can do counseling and help me figure things out as far as the law.I can always park my truck at a truck stop which has showers(I'll bring bleach for the shower and leave flip-flops on my feet).I have a stove,oven,microwave,and fridge in the camper,and it sleeps 5 ,with a dinette.I will have my comp with me,I heard that there's places you can park near-to where I can get a signal to the computer.If that's the case I can get on whenever and won't have much else to do besides writing and painting in there.So I will likely be on.I want to thank everyone who's been so supportive from the bottom of my heart.I have to pack tomorrow,and hopefully I'm not such an idiot that I will know what all to bring with me.I have no clue what I am doing,with regard to how I need to handle this.But I just can't keep doing this.I probably slept 4 hours and it gives me a sick feeling all around when I dont get to sleep,it makes feel manic .I can't think right this way.God,I wish my mom was still here...I'd be less nervous if I could take care of her and clean for her.Cause I know my mind is going to be spinning without being very busy.I'll bring books.(Sorry ranting and just nervous)Wolf ~ I'll just chill for today,and keep peace,since my son is here.Nothing really happens in the day time.And the heater is working in the camper.