Thank you all for your replies. I see my therapist on the 14th, and am hoping that, that will help. I am also hoping that she won't put me in the hospital, however, only time can tell. I am ok, I just have bad days, and have been having a string of them recently. I am sorry for worrying anyone. DocJohn sent me a message about suicidal posts. I guess mine have been suicidal, and I am sorry for that. I think that I will stop posting for a while. For real this time. I know I've said it before, but this will be my last post for a while. I will post sometime after the 14th to let you know how it went w/ my therapist, that is if i'm not in the hospital. Anyway, thank you all for your help. I will come to the fourms, and read posts, so if you reply I will see it. I may even be in chat a few times. Other than that, I'll just loom around. Don't worry, I've been through worse, and I will survive, most likely at least. Thanks Again..

~Dreamer~

[b]<font color=blue> How very empty is my soul, it is a soul that feels no thrill, it is a soul that could easily kill...--Cake[b]<font color=blue>