Miss Laura, do I hear a certain "lightness" in your tone? I hope today is even a little better than yesterday. I identify with so many things you have said in your posts, because I do feel like you a lot of times. BUT I have taken the stance that if I'm awake then I might as well do something other than veg out on a bed. Keep moving, so you don't rust. What's the point? I don't know, but at some stage in our lives I hope the page will turn and we'll find out.