Thanks everybody!
Sorry, for my "uptight attitude", guess my Borderline Personality Disorder (Mild) and Bipolar II (Mild) Disorder is mixing and making themselves well known, good thing the docs affixed "Mild" after each diagnose when they "filled out my labels", but hey, those are my problems and I am sorry for venting them out on you, there not yours. Thanks for being there.
Take care,
"darkeyes"