so todays lesson: one panic attack or seven, they can't seem to actually kill you, but they do give you the capacity to drive everyone around you crazy. thanks for the pms and for being an ear. someone i care deeply about threw me into a tailspin last week from which i am having quite a bit of trouble recovering. don't know if thats what loves suppose to be like but OUCH. so here i am heart a-racing but grateful i didn't have to deal with my big bundle of troubles alone.