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I am so relieved you connected somewhat with T. I hope you get to talk to him in the morning, but at least you get a voicemal and hear his voice if you can't answer your phone. I hope he says EXACTLY what you need to hear and puts your mind at ease.

You are sooooo not being a baby. I think I act like a baby whenever I have to have anything medically done and usually it is very simple...so I can't imagine what you are going through. You deserve every bit of love and support anyone can offer.

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow...sending a HUGE amount of love, luck, support, hugs, well wishes..whatever you need right now