Anger. . . . frustration. . . . Emotions. . . . Problems. . . .These can be very difficult to cope with at times. . . . so much that u actually think of dying since u actually can't die. . . .
I sometimes wait for something to come and accidently kill me. . . .
Would be better to die then live a horrifying life. . . .

Pray u get over it. . . .