Sugahorse - Sound awfully busy time for you. I wish you were able to take sometime for yourself. Seems to be the only thing left out. I'm pretty sure the lack of sleep isn't helping either. Im sorry your feeling this way. I hate that feeling of "thinkings something comming or creeping up". Is there way you can use a sleeping aid to help you sleep. I think if your sleep was more regular (time and length) it might help you be better focused. Good luck, i know you've been there for me and your a good strong person. Hang in .....