Thread: not in control
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Old Mar 07, 2011, 01:03 PM
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last nite i s/i-ed. usually i am in control and know i will just do it a few times. but this time i wasnt in control. i had to make myself stop. it was so calming. i just wanted to keep feeling that way and just kept doing it. 26 times before i stopped myself. it bothers me that i had to struggle to be in control of it.