I feel like I need to stop hurting myself. I read a thread on the self injury forum reasons to stop self harming. I don't want to risk going to hospital or something worse might happen. I got rid of all the CDs, I break them and I use the sharp end to hurt myself. I threw them in the bin and I'll probably put the knife I have back in the kitchen. I don't want to end up with deep scars or to damage my body. The thread which I read on distractions from hurting myself gave me ideas on how I could stop and some of the ideas were good. It's not going to be easy but I'll try my best to stop. I need to stop self harming. Sorry if this seems silly but I just feel like telling people I want to stop self harming. I'm too scared to see a doctor or speak to a health professional. So I might as well try to stop on my own but I know I have support from you lot and my friends. I was thinking of getting help today in one of my lessons. I don't think self harming is helping anyone. It's damaging my body. It's upsetting my mum and my sister mentions about my self harming too. I might as well stop hurting myself.