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sj0401 said:
Yes, I cut when I hate life and all around me.
But, when things fall into place and I start to feel better and I get energy back I also get this destructive energy too and cut at those times too.
Does anyone do this?

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<font color="purple">Yes, I have...... Sometimes the feeling good hurts just as much as the feeling bad...... SOmetimes the feeling good feels like I want to burst and S/I is a way for me to release that.... Sometimes the good feels kind of odd, scary or not real and S/I reassures me what I am feeling is real, b/c if I can feel the pain then its ok.....
Melinda </font>