I really need some advice...I am in love with and involved with a married woman...she initiated the relationship...are first date was supposed to be harmless then one thing led to another and we slept together...we both have very strong feelings for each other and as time goes on we become very close friends and share everything with each other and her 3 kids adore me and I them...she says that she is no longer in love with her marriage but still has feeling for her husband in spite of all his wrong doings..
She is cheating on her husband - she lies to him everytime she is with you - this means she is a good liar and probably lying to you a lot.
.she also tells me that i am amazing and super sweet and do a lot of things so much better then him..like being there for her and her kids and giving her emotional support and being a great listener...so i asked if thats the case why am I on the outside looking in she said cause its very hard to start over after 10 years and even though she believes every word i say and promise i make it will take time because not only does she have a hard time trusting men but she keeps focusing on the fact that i am 25 and she 37...recently i had a death in my family that had a big impact on me and due to that and all my other stress i had to go to the er for high blood pressure...
Was she able to come to the ER with you? Probably not since her husband would probably wonder
i takes meds for it and have a family history of it...she thought it was her fault and was gonna leave me thinking it was to much on me and she also feels guilty in spite of her husbands actions for cheating on him...we talked it out and she decided to stay...however since then she doesnt call me her young love anymore or other terms of affection like she did in the beginning when i ask her why she simply says she is tired or just not in the mood...i dont get that but ok..she calls and txt me everyday except on weekends cause thats when the husband is off and when i dont hear from her i worry and over analyze everything and because of our work schedules and her kids and trying to get away from the husband we are spending less and less time together over the last couple weeks...

You should be greatful that this is ending....this woman is a liar and a cheater. I know you think you love her but in the end she is lying and cheating on her husband....she's already stopped calling you by the terms of affection she used to - when she gets bored of men she just tosses them aside.

i dont know if this means im losing her or what..and just to be clear not only am i very much in love with her i want to spend the rest of my life with her and grow old with her and in doing so i will have to sacrifice my chance to have children of my own and possibly make my family mad...but i dont care aside from the poems i send her its like the 2 songs we listen to together go everything i do i do it for you by bryan adams and amazed by lonestar...she is my world my everything..what i need to find out is am i losing her and if not what can i do to show her that i want to be with her and will always be here and how do i cope or get through the waiting process without driving myself crazy all the time wondering what does this mean and what does that mean and why havent i heard from her today and why wont she say how she feels ?