My son spanky has been on numerous meds, works with a doc and no solutions. He was expelled from school and numerous day cares. He is very sweet and nice and loving, and then out of no where he is angry he hates everyone he tried to kill himself jumping out of second floor window running in traffic pulling his hair out ripping his skin off screaming kicking bitting throwing himself against a wall. this will go on for hours if at school or daycare. If at home I have to restrain and try soothing him and getting him to calm down. Most times he falls asleep after for a while. People looking at him funny bothers him, kids laughing, brother not sharing, dinner isnt ready on time, blanket is to small, shoes untied, bus is late, different teacher, can't button pants.. etc etc. he thinks every one is out to get him. He always says he just wants to die and every one hates him... When in a good mood he is very lovy dovy always real hyper, gets up at 5:30 am and cant sleep without trazadone. He has been in impatient and outpatient also in special education. Says he is too young for a diagnosis, im about to loose my job because I have to keep leaving work due to his behavior in sped class, I need answers.... this is my last resort, I have to more boys and a husband we live paycheck to paycheck. Anyone have any idea what I can do to help my son and family??