I feel like such a horrible person. I can be so nice sometimes, but it's all just a mask. I'm really annoying, moody, selfish, stupid and violent. I don't want to be this way, but I am. I hate myself for the who I am, who I've been and the only ways I can ever see myself being in the future.
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything.
I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain.
I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart .
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