So is it safe to say that maybe it's better for me to just have a bawling session every now and then when the jokes get to me rather than just being down all the time? Sometimes I get to the point where it's like....I've just been so happy and cheery all the time I feel like crying for no reason. Maybe it's just a natural thing and I shouldn't be viewing it as depression?

I mean...it's not like I feel angry WHILE I'm telling jokes or anything. I do genuinely feel happy throughout the day. But man...sometimes I just gotta bawl my friggen eyes out! I guess I associate it with my joking all the time but maybe it is just an unconscious choice I make?