Sorry for another post, but I've got a lot that I want to talk about and I thought it would be easier breaking it up into smaller posts than one huge one.

I feel like I am stuck in a bubble, cut off from the rest of the world. I get so caught up in all my thoughts I become distant. I spent the whole day just thinking about what I am doing, and what I am doing wrong with my life. I never did anything with the day, it was over before I realized. This is happening with my entire life. I think about everything but never do anything. I always tell myself that things will get better and I will wait for the time to come, but it never gets better.
The only time I ever act is when the deadline is closing in. I always rush at the end to do things. The problem with this, there is no deadline to make friends or ask a girl out. So I never do it. I always push it off for tomorrow.
All of this overthinking and negative thinking just drains me. I wake up tired and just drag my feet through the day. It kinda feels like after you had a good cry and you’re physically and emotionally tired. I feel like that all day. Everything seems so hopeless and pointless. I don’t enjoy anything that I do. I always find something I did wrong, or could have done better. I just want to have fun and not worry about everything.