Yeah dads suck(oops im a dad) mine has PTS from the vietnam war and never sought therapy, mother makes excuses for his behaviour ppfff
Listen try not let him get into your head, Dads usually dish out the C**p that they were given or not given. My mums like your father he had such an abusive childhood its just the way it is hes good man of morale ppffff
Hes just taking revenge on his father whos no longer on earth..
The mentality of Father & son can be a battle as they always have the upper hand "they are perfect *there mistakes are not faults * Father have 110% more life experience * Fathers need not show emotion etc etc.
Please dont hurt yourself
I have been thru a reasonably rocky childhood and in my case it was a victory if i hurt myself or lost my temper etc etc " look how unstable the boy is, get his dose upped, that will shut him up"
Im 32 now he still has the ability to pierce my soul, but where I want wrong and still do to is allow him to.
be patient they get old and fall off their thrones hehe
sending calming vibes
ortm