For meowsers,

I have borderline personality too. I can relate on many levels, you seem like a deep thinker you show such insight and I am a deep thinker too. You have devided the different feelings into stress, emotional, and hypomanic..perhaps keep a journal and better understand all the different aspects of each of your emotion-states. perhaps you can begin to express hypomania by artwork or emotional by writing, or stress by music. Your life would start to be colored more by hobbies and interests than by food. My other suggestion would be to take up cooking anf follow recipes to the tee, that way most recipes are healthy. Perhaps cooking cac be a tool to eat by. Or listening to music while you eat or putting on a favorite movie. You show such insight into your feelings..with such deep insight you're bound to grow into a new person. Your T might also have insights, you are in my heart and prayers.