Ended up doing some SI because of my constant frustration. I can't stand this waiting on going to the Pdoc. I need help NOW and I can't get in to see him. This is so incredibly hard to deal with. I'm hearing my name called when no one is calling it, I'm feeling like I am crawling in my own skin, I feel like I just want to run away from everyone and everything all the time. I don't want to be at work, but I don't want to be at home, either. I just don't know what to do anymore. I am at a total loss.