(((((((esthervirtue))))))))) that sounds like a really tough time. sometimes you just need those days, not doing anything, but if there's maybe something, anything really, that you can try to do one day at a time... no big plans, not something that requires a lot of energy or is complicated, but even setting yourself the smallest goal, like going for a walk w/ a friend but tell that friend to come & get you at ie. 3pm... I don't know, it's tough, when you don't even have the energy to get up.... I feel like that a lot too, I'm sorry things were tough over the holidays too.