Suzzie.......dear one. I just came across your post. It's so easy for me to forget that we're all here for some reason or other. I have never even given thought to the fact you might have any issues at all. I'm sorry about that. It's just that you are so very special to me, to all of us who know you, in games, with pix (and anything else you can think of) that the thought of you being in pain of any kind at all, is unbearable. The side that you show us........the side that we want returned to you, is way beyond "surface" . You matter so much to me, to all of us. You have a whole website full of people who love you.......who would want to know you in real life as well as we do here. Let yourself realize that......talk to me......to us. You're the brightest spot in my day........hugs and much love grey