Wish I never said anything. T doesn't even know what to do with it. It affects things for sure, but it's just not in her realm of experience. So, now I kinda feel like I felt years ago when I told a Pdoc when he asked if I heard voices...Not really, but I have premenitions and hear and feel spirits and feel other people's pain like it's mine and that's why I don't have any emotions anymore. Well, he locked me up for 4 weeks and wanted me to tell him how to conduct a seance.

At least my T isn't like that. She's curious, interested but more trying to find out how it fits in--and it does. The ins and outs of the whole thing are what insiders are mad at me telling. Mostly because now they feel we will once again be looked at like some freaky circus side show so I stop here.

Sometimes it just isn't worth it...