My parents aren't really all there for me. I have a large family and my parents seem to always be preoccupied with my brothers or there own daily troubles so I'm not really used to talking to them. I think a lot about how much my mom doesnt get about me. I'm stubborn so I know I'm not gonna be the first one to strike up a conversation and tell her how I feel. I'm not that good at talking to other people I know, that could judge my decisions, so I can't talk to my counseler. It doesnt seem like I have anyone to talk about whats going on so I looked up depression and found this site. I know I need help; I dont like feeling that I dont have a purpose.