No Black just the Lamictal. Thanks for the well wish with the doctor visit. I am building my list.

Hi Martina. I am sorry you are dealing with so much of the same things. Wouldn't it just so much easier if we could have a doctor who we didn't have to second guess all the time. Or feel a need to comply because disagreeing itself is too triggering. What a relief that would be. Wouldn't it be even better if we could have a doctor with even an incling of what is really going on. I know some exist and I am happy and maybe a wee bit jealous but none have come across my path yet.

I really thought this guy was going to be different then the others but it is not looking like that. He is a nice guy but I don't need a nice guy. I need a doctor.

Perhaps this is meant to build our character or something. There has to be some purpose even if it is not visible yet. wishing you well. I agree it sucks!!