I totally get what Fight's saying. I get angry often. It's anger that I don't let out because it would upset my family. Although, if I can't keep it in, I try to make the issue about something entirely different than what it actually is, and I yell about it and I keep yelling to my family. But my family doesn't know the real reason. I try to pretend it's something trivial, when it's usually not. I feel the need to get a shrink or something, but I can't afford it. I want to try speed walking to vent because when I do something physical it feels 10x better, but it's been so cold outside so I still haven't tried it. I'd get so angry that I'd cry, that makes me feel somewhat better, but not as good as doing something that involves using my muscles, like speed walking or running. I wanted to try a punching bag once, my family thought it was weird, like, ''Why do you want that for?" They just don't get it, they don't get me. And that's also where the anger comes from--my family. I don't know what to do anymore.