I made people feel really bad and now I feel really bad about making people feel really bad. Now everyone feels really bad. :-( It's horrible.
I make people feel bad by complaining too much I think. And now I'm doing it again and this will make more people feel bad. :-(
Except I want people to know that I feel bad that others feel bad, but in doing so, I may be making them feel worse.
I don't know what to do. I think I need to stop posting somewhere for a while for people to forget their hurts.
I wish I had a magic wand to make everyone feel better and happy again.
I just know that people will feel even more upset if they knew how upset their being upset makes me.
I think this means that I can't let other people know that I'm upset.
Sigh, I'm not very good at this interacting thing.
I think I'm supposed to follow what people tell me to do to help myself to make other people feel better.
I'm going to really try now because I realize now how upset people are.
I just want people to be happy and joke around again.
I think I suck the life out of other people.
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