I guess you could call it procrastination, I just have zero motivation and drive to do anything, even something as little as take a shower. (dont worry I still get around to it eventually)

I don't have a shrink, but I do want to talk to my doctor about this, but I'm not sure if I will be able to do it. And the thing about these symptoms, is that I have been dealing with them nearly all my life. Recently they have been a little more hardcore ( for example my sleeping pattern has changed), but even when I was in 6th grade I can remember these feelings. For a long time I just thought that this was who I am, but one year I came out of it and I realized how horrible my life had been. Now I am trying to put the pieces back together and be happy again.