Yes, I am a moaner, or so it would seem. But I don't know how to find the motivation to carry on. My Wellbutrin is doing it's job to not make me depressed and therefore keeping me away from sui thoughts, but I'm still just plain tired and overwhelmed. I need to push on- for the sake of my job, and a sense of achievement. But WOW, some mornings are so hard to get of bed, to be happy and excited.
It's horrible when every day is a drain. I can really just hope that the grass is greener on the other side.
Life has to start being about LIVING and not just SURVIVING.
I don't know the purpose of my post and also feel guilty for posting.
I'm not even sure this is a BP issue-maybe we do just handle pressure a lot worse; and you are my support structure- but I still decided to post here.

Leaving my job is not really an option. Until mid April, leave is not an option.
I guess I'm just looking for the odd, occassional hug and motivation-a post or a PM.
I feel weak-in a bad way; physically and emotionally.

Sorry x