My Mum and I have had a big fall out. We both shouted, said things we didn't mean. Last night my Mum never saw me when she came outside the livingroom. She said 'what you trying to do kill me' I said 'ye' why the hell did I say that. Last night I didn't sleep much only 1 and a half hours. This morning she had a go at me and we fought. She left the house without telling me. I got angry and so did she. I have left the house. I wanted to smash glass and I wanted to hurt myslef. I'm in town on my own. My mum has been calling me and texting me saying she is worried about me etc! She sent me a text saying she loves me and is worried I do something daft. I want to hurt myself and drink alcohol