I know that right now, I don't know from day to day when I am going to wake up with an anxiety attack that has me frozen. I have so many things that need to be done but IRL, it was exactly 1 year ago when my Mother died from cancer & the visions I lived through last year are haunting me minute by minute right now. It scares me when I wake up & can't do anything but pull the blanket over my head & stay there all day. I have responsibilities that I have with feeding & caring for 37 horses daily & when I can't get out of bed, someone else has to take over & being a responsible person, I then have a horrible guilt feeling on top of the anxiety attacks.

It is too tough right now to do much of anything. I hate to replay what I am going through.....it has been heard enough......I have a hard time supporting when I feel full of my own issues.

I would imagine others may be in a similar situation.....but silence is about all I am good at right now.....being wrapped up in my own world.

Your post is good....& wish that we could all be in a good place all the time......only I think that is impossible with all the issues we all have.

Debbie