Well, at first you have to excuse me if something I write is wrong. Usually I don't speak English.
I'm a young girl. I've felt really bad for 2 ½ year now. Before Christmas I went to a psychologist and I'll go there soon again.
Two years ago I started to feel alone and that no one cared about me. I tried to take my life once..
Last year it was better, but now again I feel really bad. No one cares if I'm here or not.
1 ½ week ago I cut myself for the first time. Now I can't stop. The first time I thought that if someone sees what I've done, they'll start to care about me. Now I cut myself when I'm angry with someone, when I feel alone...
I've told what I've done to two persons and I'll tell it to the psychologist too...
I don't know how it will be at school. I can't concetrate. Everything I think about is to don't let my wounds disappear.

You are really nice.. everyone of you! And I hope I'll make this with the help from you, from my psychologist and from the one true friend I have.
In one way I want to stop hurting myself, but in another I don't want to stop. Does anyone else feel like this?