Hmmm...

I've gotta say... the first thing that came to my mind was:

In your post you spoke candidly about what you've been thinking about and how you feel...

Have you done the same thing with your girlfriend? Have you shared your thoughts and feelings with HER?

It makes little difference what WE have to say here... The person that you should be talking with is your girlfriend. Eh?

If she ISN'T interested in what you have to say... problem solved. If she IS interested, then you may want to reconsider the way you've been thinking about her.

Best of luck to you,

Dan