There is nothing wrong with your feelings....nothing to feel guilt about. It is a good thing to have the good memories in your mind about your grandmother & not having to feel sad. It is normal to realize the vacancy that can be replaced, but making your Chirstmas traditions for your own children is what is important now.

It will always be wonderful for you to look at those ornaments every Christmas & remember your grandmother & tell your children about her when they see the ornaments. What a great way to carry on the memories without the need for tears.

Debbie