When there's proper coffee in the house I can easily go manic on it... and the worst is that I'll start with the first coffee of the day, and then, because each cup makes me feel a bit better, drink more and more of the stuff till I'm through the roof. Even before I knew my diagnoses I knew coffee made me mad... and that I only drank it because I liked the manic feeling it gave me.

So... honestly, why did you drink that much of the stuff? I'm not accusing you, I'm just saying if I drank that much of the stuff it would probably be to lift me out of a depression, or to prolong a mania.