May trigger. Littles or fragiles read at own risk

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got copies of the notes today.

feeling even more hopeless about the meeting

on the one hand they tellme it will be a joint assessment by the psychiatry and psychology consultants.
On the other they say it will be my only chance to ask and have answered the questions about why the treatment went so disastrously wrong for me.

I feel they have made up their minds. They know they will not offer me any treatment. They say in the notes they won't offer me any long term treatment (anything over 16 session - which in itself is long term for me) and that they won't offer me any assessment until I have had a 3-4 month break from counselling.