We weren't even going out, it was just a joke about hooking up, then it turned to fwb, and then to a relationship without a title.

He made me happy, I got to trust him, believed he cared about me, thought everything was amazing. Then thoughts turned to questions which became voiced, which turned into arguments, then turned to ignoring. Then I finally got him to tell me what his deal was.

We went our seperate ways, talking barely as if its a back breaking task trying to give me the time of day... I tried fixing it, telling him I wish things were back to the way they were...He couldn't even give me an answer.

I feel like Im waisting time, and its breaking my heart. I think I really like him... Or Im just depreate for someone to be that personal with. I don't even care if we hook or not, I just want to be with him.

I feel like a fool...

I feel like Im waving a giant sign in front of his face, and even stickynoting his car and be like. "PAY ATTENTION TO ME, DON'T YOU CARE ANYMORE?"

[He should even know how I feel, he got his heart broken by this girl he liked a lot, who they were gonna go out once they got to college]