You go Girl! Great job Lexicon!
It takes alot of work to overcome your fears and anxieties. Like Parker said. Anticipitory anxiety is the worst thing in the world! I am an authority of that! LOL. I worry about everything except what I am doing right now. I can turn a great thing 180deg and make into a horrible situation. I have learned to change that and I know that you can too.
As far as the license goes, do it! You won't regret that. The moving thing, well that is not so straight forward. Don't let anyone pressure you into that. You need to do things for "You" not for anyone else.
Keep up the great work and big ((((HUGS)))) to you.