Very sorry you are going through this. This might be hard, and you totally don't have to answer, but may ask why you feel you are "telling secrets?"
In may not look like it now, but in time you might feel like you are emotionally cleansed.....like you have a 'heaviness' lifted from you...once you let it out. It probally doesn't feel like it now, but in time it may? It will be like hell going through all these emotions now...but in time you come to peace with your emotions and gain your emotional strength back.
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Originally Posted by nannypat
This is my first post so I hope I don't offend anyone by this. Today I told my T something that happen to me when I was 16 years old that was suppose to be a punishment for being late from father that left me beaten and nude. It was so emotional and I hurt so much right now. I feel like I told secrets that I wasn't suppose to tell. I am far from being a kid. Both my parents have been dead for years, yet I still feel this way. All I can do is cry. I can't imagine holding all this until I see him next week.
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