Wow, it was so cool to come here this morning and find all these good answers to my thread! Thanks for replying....
Pretty much, I figure my T has better things to do with her time than look up my threads here.....but I know she did already take the time to come looking for the DailyMood thing and look at the main site at articles she thought I would have looked at (like the bipolar ones) to make sure I was getting good, safe info and not getting into stuff that would overwhelm/trigger me. So then, what's to say she might not take a few minutes to see what I was getting into here on the forum? I hope not....I think I would be mortified.
I get what those of you say who feel like it's talking behind T's back....she knows I've been disappointed at times with her, but for the most part, I think she's been wonderful and hopefully my posts reflect that.
I guess the one thing I would NEVER want her to see or know about is that sex thread.... The thought of her reading that makes me feel both twisted/sick > and mortified because in a sense it almost feels so degrading to her.....but I've got to work that stuff out in a safe way and here is as safe as any, since I'm too mortified and cowardly to tell her!