Thine.......we are all of us....many things...each thing having spectrums of variables.I am often time a jerk too.But I am a woman of many parts.I have seen your inner shine.So bright it has been.Do try and find perspective and not go so self-condemning.Your name popping up in p.c has always brought an instant peace to me.In my opinion we are many things.If you want to accept that you can at times be a jerk...you must also see the glow of the love in your heart.Don't be predjudiced against you.~W~