I am so so sorry that this has happened to you - it was a horrible thing to do to you and an especially horrible way to do it.

I know the pain you are in - the loss you are feeling - i can only tell you that as hopeless as you may feel right now, it will get better.

and if she was able to be so cruel, you are better off without such a person.

We are here for you...many of us having gone through the same or similar situations including me - I had a serious boyfriend break up with me Christmas Eve, as I stood in his livingroom with his gifts in ny arms - he said he just couldn't take me anymore.
i was crushed emotionally, brought to the brink of despair, but it did get better, I am better and you too will get better.