Well, I did it. It was tough, but I felt I was only coming to therapy at this point to see the therapist and that I could handle the remainder of my goals on my own.

It was an emotional goodbye for me. Not knowing who the therapist really is outside of that office is difficult, and it means all of my projections onto them are just idealizations, but still, I wish I knew who that person was. The not knowing and never being able to know about who they are and how they felt toward me sucks.

I'm glad I had this experience though I learned a lot about myself and feel like I'm more on my path now than ever. The therapist helped me out a great deal during our time together and I will always have fond memories of our sessions, but I will always wonder...