I called T, she called me back a few hours later, but I wasn't able to answer right then, and she left me a voicemail. I called her back, left another message.

So the next day she texted me, and I asked her a question, but for some reason she didn't get that text until the afternoon, several hours later.

I called her AGAIN this morning, still haven't heard back from her.

It's just...I know T isn't doing this, I know I'm not doing it, but man. It sucks how we just seem to be playing endless rounds of phone tag. I'm trying to tell myself that it's good, it's showing me that I can sometimes work through whatever is going on without T's support in the moment. But really it just feels pretty bad and I'm so discouraged and worn out and upset. I don't know what T could say that would help, or if there IS anything that would help, but I'd like to at least talk to her for 5 measly minutes.