I have no idea what it would be like...I'm just not sure I could make it
'back' to anywhere if I went there. It would be at the very least a semi-permanent state. =/

Feeling the beginning of psychosis again tonight...took my meds etc, but my head feels so--weird--can't explain it. =( I just know it as the beginnings of psychosis *shrugs* This is really not a good time for it either. I'm supposed to babysit my neice Saturday, and have plans for both friday and saturday night...as well as tomorrow during the day. =(

So, of course, it comes to me now...not while I didn't have anything to do

I'm afraid I won't be safe, I usually end up doing something while in psychosis. =/