Well, that's frustrating Zoo! - I understand why you are seeking her out. For me just hearing T's voice is calming and helps me settle. Did she say anything in the message she left that you can just hold onto until you do finally contact her. Can you hold onto the idea that she called and left a message and then she texted you as well?? Darkrunner has a great idea with the time frame thing. Just keep reaching out- you'll connect soon.