I told my T on Wednesday that I thought I was ready to go ahead and work on the CSA. I'm now having second thoughts. I'm really upset and worried how we will work on it. Do I need to discuss the things that happened in detail?
I know I need to work on it, I've been feeling a ton of guilt lately and I know it's irrational for me to feel guilty. I'm also very very angry. I don't know what to do. While I feel I am ready I also feel like quitting T and trying to forget about any of this.