I have a habit of ignoring my emotions when something stresses me or upsets me.

I've noticed, however, that when I do this after a while I get...I don't know what to call it. Paranoid? Anxious?

Anyway, the last two days I've been obsessing over having everything clean. It's just frustrating.
It's been over a year since I've had this obsession. I thought I had it under control!

But yeah. Sorry if I'm making no sense and sorry if I posted this in the wrong spot.