T hasn't returned the message I left this morning. I don't even...I am trying to be okay, thinking she will call me tomorrow. I don't want to call her again right now because it's getting late-ish (9pm) and I'm not exactly in a crisis right this very second. It seems like it would be rude to call her now.
I went to juvenile court with my boys today. I'm not handling the behavior problems of my 16 year old who has ODD very well. It is wearing me down. And down. And down.
I just need to know T is out there. I need to know she cares and that she's not thinking "wow, that situation sucks, I don't know how to help so I will avoid it."
ok, so I just sent this email to T. I'm going to bed now.
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So, we've pretty much been playing phone tag since Monday. I am trying to take this in stride, which as you may know isn't exactly easy for me. I'm trying to trust that you just haven't had time to call me back, and trying not to think that you are avoiding me because you don't know how to help. Or for any other reason, actually.
I feel like I'm on the verge of calling you too much, or that I will be bugging you if I do, so I was wondering if you could let me know when might be a good time to call you?
thanks
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