She was very 'poker face' as usual. Did not bat an eye. She feels that I need to explore my feeling a little more. I am doing that in the other forum.

While some may think that was taking a risk to share that with her, I see it as being totally transparent with her. I want her to see the real me. All of me so that she can help me figure out what is wrong with me! Why do I think like do? What do I do the things I do?

I told her that I am not in therapy to pick and choose what I was willing to share and what I wasn't. If something comes up, I want to share it. No matter how humilitaing it may be. It is something I need to work through. She had been okay with everything I have shared with her so far. I don't think there is any topic that is off limits with her.

I did send her an email to give me some feedback from that session. I know we talked, but I cannot remember what she said. Hoping to hear back from her tomorrow.