sleeping is an optin if i take a few xanax , otherwise I have horrendous insomnia. If I could ide sleep the day away, its the only time I dont feel bad. my most favorite time of the day , the only time of the day I dont feel horrible is when me and my daughter go upstais and get ready for bed and just lay in bed and cuddle. if i could freeze that moment I would. My daughter gives me a reason to wake up in the morning, but as soon as she goes to school, im back to being lonely and depressed. all my friends work full time, so all i get to look forward to is dr appts, and well, thats not exactly fun. I cant wait to see my pdoc today though